turning back, she just laughs . . .

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"I’d rather be around a passionate nerd than a non-passionate cool person. Because if you lack..."

Sun, 12 May 2013 13:12:17 -0400

“I’d rather be around a passionate nerd than a non-passionate cool person. Because if you lack passion, your soul is diminishing by the second. You have to be passionate about something. Call it obsessed or whatever you want, but be obsessed about something. Obsessed people care. I’m passionate about so many things, it becomes an issue at certain points, but at least you have the ability to feel that much about something”

- Matt Cohen (via laststaggraphics)

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Sun, 12 May 2013 01:43:02 -0400

bombliate: how weird is it to have pets though like a random animal just lives in your house and...

Sun, 12 May 2013 00:19:35 -0400

bombliate:

how weird is it to have pets though like a random animal just lives in your house and you can’t communicate with it but you both just accept it

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Thu, 09 May 2013 03:03:55 -0400

Amy Winehouse - Back to Black

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Amy Winehouse - Back to Black

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Tue, 07 May 2013 22:55:55 -0400

mrgolightly: The Rolling Stones - Wild Horses

Tue, 07 May 2013 01:46:51 -0400

mrgolightly:

The Rolling Stones - Wild Horses

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Tue, 07 May 2013 01:18:57 -0400

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Sun, 05 May 2013 12:02:18 -0400

I mostly don’t care about how horrible my body looks naked and in 90% of clothing because my...

Sat, 04 May 2013 23:32:07 -0400

I mostly don’t care about how horrible my body looks naked and in 90% of clothing because my god aren’t there enough things to worry about in this life outside of the ridiculous “i don’t look like a victoria’s secret model” train? Every single thing in this beautiful and brutal universe is constantly running and I am going to have chest pain over what my body looks like, which absolutely does not matter in the grand scheme of it all, or even today, really. But every once in awhile i’m like fuck. Because I do wish it looked better, in the same way that I wish I was rich. It’s like, I know it wouldn’t bring me endless euphoria, but I would prefer to have lots of money instead of this merciless stress that comes with not having very much. I also envy tall, naturally thin girls with no cellulite (?!) because I can not fathom that for one second in the same way that I can not imagine being born into wealth. How differently one’s mind must think when born with such riches. Really. I didn’t grow up in a slum, either, I am ridiculously fortunate but I’m not a Hilton sister and that can be annoying. I also have to say I hate when people are like ~ignore society’s expectations of women to have hot bodies~ and ~love your body, all shapes and sizes are beautiful~ because it’s like, no. Sorry. Cellulite does not look good. I do not think this because the media has brainwashed me, I think this because I have been on the beach and seen cellulite-free asses and thighs walking next to cellulite-filled asses and thighs, and I prefer the ones that lack cellulite. If you don’t, good for you. If you enjoy your cellulite or are at least comfortable with it, you rock. I think mine looks bad. It’s more about myself. I don’t even care what people think, except I *have to* care what people think because people book me for jobs. I could not get hired for anything requiring me to wear a swimsuit, of that I am sure, unless it was like a “Love your body no matter what” campaign, and that makes me sad.

I’m fat and poor is my point. And it doesn’t matter. But every once in awhile, it really does. And then I wake up, but that instant, that pang of “this is not good enough” can really wear on you throughout the years, you know?

branded-dimension: Gotta love the airstream.

Sat, 04 May 2013 19:47:05 -0400

branded-dimension:

Gotta love the airstream.

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